I Don't Know Who You Are | |
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Directed by | M. H. Murray |
Written by | M. H. Murray Mark Clennon Victoria Long |
Produced by | M. H. Murray Mark Clennon Martine Brouillet Victoria Long |
Starring | Mark Clennon |
Cinematography | Dmitry Lopatin |
Edited by | M. H. Murray |
Music by | Spencer Creaghan |
Production company | Black Elephant Productions |
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Running time | 103 minutes |
Country | Canada |
Language | English |
I Don't Know Who You Are is a 2023 Canadian drama film, written, directed, and edited by M. H. Murray. [1] Murray's full-length directorial debut, the film stars Mark Clennon as Benjamin, a gay working class musician who is urgently trying to find $1,000 to pay for post-exposure prophylaxis (PEP) [2] to protect himself from HIV after he is sexually assaulted by a stranger. [1]
The film premiered in the Discovery program at the 2023 Toronto International Film Festival, [3] before being picked up for theatrical distribution in 2024. [4] [5]
Over the course of one weekend, a gay working class musician named Benjamin must urgently scrape together $1,000 to pay for post-exposure prophylaxis (PEP) to protect himself from HIV after he is sexually assaulted by a stranger. [1] [2]
Health care workers depicted in the film are portrayed by real medical professionals involved in HIV treatment and advocacy. [6]
Benjamin is a reprisal of the same character Clennon previously played in Murray's 2020 short film Ghost. [7] The screenplay is based in part on Murray's own experience having to navigate the health care system to attain PEP treatment after being sexually assaulted. [6]
The film was co-produced by Murray and Clennon, with Martine Brouillet and Victoria Long, [8] while Clennon and Long also served as story editors for the screenplay. [9]
In an essay for CBC Arts, Murray described the process of making the film on a limited budget, particularly in having to shoot many of its scenes guerrilla-style without permits. [9]
The film premiered in the Discovery program at the 2023 Toronto International Film Festival. [3] In March 2024, the film screened at the 38th annual BFI Flare in London. [10]
The film was picked up for distribution after its TIFF premiere, [4] and later had a limited theatrical release in Canada and the United States in 2024. [5] [11]
I Don't Know Who You Are has received generally positive reviews from film critics, [12] [13] [14] [15] with particular praise for Clennon's lead performance. [16] [17] [18] [19] Critics have drawn comparisons between I Don't Know Who You Are and Cléo from 5 to 7 (1962), [20] Uncut Gems (2019), [21] [22] and Never Rarely Sometimes Always (2020). [23]
Barry Hertz of The Globe and Mail ranked the film 7th on his list of the top 10 Canadian films of 2023, [24] describing the film as "a tremendously tense portrait of small-scale desperation" and "a seriously impressive micro-budget debut". [25]
Adam Nayman, writing for the Toronto Star , called the film “deeply affecting” and wrote that "Murray's movie transforms its furtive production circumstances into a fully realized style. Instead of showing the city off, it cultivates a dizzy dislocation — the paranoid sensation of being surrounded at all times without necessarily feeling connected, or of anxious walks home under flickering street-lights." [26]
Vadim Rizov of Filmmaker Magazine felt that some scenes were “overly attenuated” but concluded that the film is "a solid feature debut" with “a strong sense of a particular micro-milieu." [27]
Angelo Muredda of Cinema Scope described the film as "an empathetic character study that effectively balances its punchy genre elements with its human drama." [28]
Award | Date | Category | Nominee(s) | Result | Refs |
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Calgary International Film Festival | 2023 | $10,000 RBC Emerging Artist Award | M. H. Murray | Nominated | [29] |
Riviera International Film Festival | 2024 | Best Film | Nominated | [30] | |
Connecticut LGBTQ Film Festival | Rising Star Award | Won | [31] | ||
Canadian Screen Awards | 2025 | Best Original Score | Spencer Creaghan | Nominated | [32] |
Best Original Song | Mark Clennon, "I Don't Know Who You Are" | Nominated |
I thought a lot about Agnès Varda's Cléo from 5 to 7, of which this film is something of a micro-budget Canadian update, and how after Cléo receives a diagnosis that's serious but not the end of the world, a man tells her he wants to be with her, and she says he's with her right now.
Benjamin's increasingly fraught visits to his friends serve as a tour through the city's unspoken class system, shading in further aspects of his mounting anxiety; there are points in the film when it feels like we're watching a microbudget version of Uncut Gems (TIFF '19), with a frenzied protagonist trying so hard to hide his desperation and panic.
The frantic and tense nature of Benjamin's quest creates the edge-of-your-seat anxieties reminiscent of Josh and Benny Safdie's Uncut Gems. While the latter revolves around a man trying to cheat the system, I Don't Know Who You Are shows that it's far more difficult to simply exist within it.
I Don't Know Who You Are, the first feature film from M. H. Murray, does for access to PEP what Never Rarely Sometimes Always did for abortion access.