Me and a Gun

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"Me and a Gun"
Tori Amos Me and a Gun.jpg
Single by Tori Amos
from the album Little Earthquakes
A-side "Silent All These Years"
B-side
  • "Upside Down"
  • "Thoughts"
ReleasedOctober 21, 1991
Genre A cappella
Label Atlantic, EastWest
Songwriter(s) Tori Amos
Producer(s) Tori Amos, Eric Rosse
Tori Amos singles chronology
"Cool on Your Island"
(1988)
"Me and a Gun"
(1991)
"Silent All These Years"
(1991)

"Me and a Gun" is a song by American singer-songwriter and musician Tori Amos. It was released as the first single from her debut studio album Little Earthquakes . It was released on October 21, 1991 by Atlantic Records in North America and EastWest Records in the UK.

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Background

The song is three minutes and 44 seconds long. Amos wrote the song about being raped in Los Angeles when she was 21. After she performed at a bar, a patron asked her if he could have a ride home. She obliged, and he raped her at knifepoint. (Many journalists mistakenly state she was raped at gunpoint, possibly due to the song's title.) She escaped. Years later, in London, Amos saw the film Thelma and Louise and was stirred. [1] [2]

Tori Amos explains the experience:

"I'll never talk about it at this level again but let me ask you. Why have I survived that kind of night, when other women didn't?

How am I alive to tell you this tale when he was ready to slice me up? In the song I say it was 'Me and a Gun' but it wasn't a gun. It was a knife he had. And the idea was to take me to his friends and cut me up, and he kept telling me that, for hours. And if he hadn't needed more drugs I would have been just one more news report, where you see the parents grieving for their daughter.

And I was singing hymns, as I say in the song, because he told me to. I sang to stay alive. Yet I survived that torture, which left me urinating all over myself and left me paralyzed for years. That's what that night was all about, mutilation, more than violation through sex.

I really do feel as though I was psychologically mutilated that night and that now I'm trying to put the pieces back together again. Through love, not hatred. And through my music. My strength has been to open again, to life, and my victory is the fact that, despite it all, I kept alive my vulnerability." [3]

This song did not take off very well as a single; in fact, the track was not the A-side to its own single. "Silent All These Years," another song from Little Earthquakes, was the first track on this single, with "Gun" appearing third (or as the B-side on the 7" release). "Silent" was a more accessible song, and radio stations began to play that instead. Ultimately the single was re-released with nearly identical packaging but retitled as Silent All These Years.

Amos made a habit of singing this song during live appearances. In 1994, the DC Rape Crisis Center awarded Amos a Visionary award for the song and the co-creation of RAINN. Amos stopped singing the song live in December 2001 and did not sing it live again until September 2007 (with the exception of one performance in Istanbul in August 2005). [4]

Later appearances of the song

Covers and remixes

Track listing

CD single and 12" single
  1. "Silent All These Years" – 4:11
  2. "Upside Down" – 4:22
  3. "Me and a Gun" – 3:42
  4. "Thoughts" – 2:36

Tracks 1 & 3 are from the album. Track 2 also appeared on the single for "Winter". Track 4 was otherwise unavailable until it was remastered and released on the deluxe reissue of Little Earthquakes in 2015.

7" single
  1. "Silent All These Years" – 4:11
  2. "Me and a Gun" – 3:42

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  8. Fan report on Stabbing Westward's cover
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